01 11 2011

Here I am,Alhamdulillah....aku still here on  my birthday!
For these years...on my first day to my 31st...Allah knows what I went thru. No matter what He put me into,aku bersyukur sgt2...all of those yg make me myself today. I have nothing to regret coz i believe...Dia hanya beri ujian untuk hambanya yg mampu,samada dengan kekuatan diri sendiri or other around yg beri kekuatan itu,dgn izin-Nya...

Masa ni...apa yg aku rasa tak dapat diluahkan dengan kata2. Sesungguhnya terasa lemah & tak berdaya lagi dah nk menghadapi semua ni...but one day before today...i found the strenght,and it make me decide to accept everything happen before,now or in the future is things that makes the person i love happy...either they're with me or leaving.

Life is complicated,isn't it?
I believe life is all about love...

We see people smiles...looks so content...but behind those are sadness untold,heart fill with burden just because of loving someone...lover,husband,wife,parents,children,friends...anyone we love. It fills our heart,become so heavy...at a moment we are so happy together,but in a blink of an eye...it turns like hell...and what hurt more is we could never let go.

Did u able to let go once u love someone?
The answer is NO. u leave...u stay far away from each other..u want them to see u are strong enough to live without them,u can stop loving them...but i believe,no matter how far u go...the pain is still there.am i right?

I got hurt too...some say i am a fool  to stay,some wish they are the one i love...but i do what i want to do. i know i love him so much.these years we've been together...lot of things happened...still not enough to stop me from loving him.so why should i leave the one that i know i truly love?

love is believing and giving other people assured that they are precious to at least someone...love is giving without hoping to get something else back...love is sacrifice...to the one u love and to yourself.love is letting go of them when u love them the most because u know they're happier without u...without letting them know how suffer,how hurt u are along the journey!

I hope we will love each other...more than we do now...i hope our heart is only for one another untill the end of my life...and i hope i am enough to make u the happiest man on earth,insya Allah!

Dear huBby,
All i want for my birthday present is u loving me,just me for the rest of my life!Amin....