To my dearest friends...
2011.....
as the year started....i jammed the branch performance on serving customers.hahaha.....two days in a row!gilaaakkk.....huhuhu!!!!now....still praying (non-stop +shivering) waiting for the sound of my boss's voice asking me WHHHYYYYY??????hahhaha.......i am so damn scared!
Instead of that.....i'm starting happy and proud....coz i know that i have the most reliable,wonderful and great friends all along my life. Alhamdulillah.....for almost 13years knowing each other,we still stood tall for each other. just read a quote posted by one of my lovely friend...
the only one that deserves u is the one who will always stick by ur side & the one who will forgive u mistake after mistake.....
I always thought and believe that friendship are important coz friends are the closest person in one's life...in my life.we share so much thing with our besties.life are wonderful having them around us.as time passes by,i learned that friendship does not just means that we always together,but also how we feel happy with whatever good news and happy moments of our friends even we are at our worse at the moment.i also learned friendship also do not meant togetherness all the time...but also when we are being separated by distance and time,one nice day whenever we have a chance to sit together,we still so much in love and still can share our feelings as ever before.
I am proud to say i have those person by my side....since the day 1st i know them until today...and with everything we go through all these year,those things always strengthens our friendship.
I would never regret what has happen as the year ended....if it's not a mistake of myself,i will always forgive...and if it's my mistakes,i wish i can be forgiven...PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
Forgive me for what i've done which i don't even know what and why....and i don't even want to know why anymore.....
& also forgive me because i cannot be a friend anymore to u...not today,not tomorrows.....i wish u have everything u wish for in your wonderful life forever.just one thing....we are never friends ever again.
Every friends of mine told me,it's a waste to think of those people and waste to be sad for what happened...but still,i thought of it and wonder what have i done till those people dare to treat me this way.
But then i realise...it is true that i am wasting my time thinking of it.i looked around me,i realise i still have my true friend right beside me...so i don't need to pleased and hoping those who obviously are no longer thought of me as a friend...and even if i am left all alone,i know i'm doing the best as He decided for me in this life of mine.
To my best friend forever.....the one and only....
TQ so much dear for still here with me....we go through "heaven and hell" together (i get the hell part most of the time,i guess!)and again i went through it,and u still there for me. i love u Mama,and will always by your side as long as u need me!
I am happy whenever my friends are happy....
I am sharing tears whenever my friends are sad....
I would understand which is my friend's priority as time changes...
I would be glad if we apart and that makes my friends be at their best....
Insya Allah.....to those called friends of an ordinary,not at all a perfect person as i am,tQ so much for still here.Love u all....!!!only Allah will pay your deeds to me for being such a wonderful friends i ever had....
So here i am....with no regret of forgetting few person which i loved so much because i have most valuable one ever wish for,a caring wonderful love one and few great,wonderful and i believe my true friends!may us be together forever,Insya Allah :)
~friendship forever~

