myB:)

Okeyyy.....it's nice having B around:)we get along quite well lately....hope it last forever.
gud news...myB got a job,finally!cam dok caya jer....hehehhee!tp quite far laaa.
eventhough we didn't meet up much tp lg jauh nanti lg susah jumpe kut....isk!
ekceli...my phobia of LDR appears...
there's no status yet but loved to be this way....no matter what people see us as!

Amrullah

my dear nephew

las tuesday cukup sebulan dh die...so,meaning kena g cucuk.hepatitis ke menda ntah...luper.bukan aku pun hok bwk.balik cucuk....asek mrengek2 jer,al maklumlaa cucu manja.skali tgk cam ngader!hehehe......asek nk dukung jer.

tp gop part yg dok best....dia stat kena cirit birit.smpai berbelas kali produce smlm.kesian sgt...nurse advise tukar susu formula lain sb maybe susu yg ada tu xsuit him.agak was2 jgk sb dh 3tin dh abeh susu tu.so from frisolac..we chg to isomil,as advise dr org2 bpengalaman.byk benor jenis susu lening....patutlaa org mls nk breastfeed kut!around 12 bg isomil,tp ms tu perut dia cam kembung,asek berak jer...dia vomit.

seme panic dh & he looks pale....smpai ke fingers!rs sgt hopeless and no one can help except Him!so we decide pegi klinik...doc suh stop formula milk(lam paler aku...abih waste 2can of milk!)&breastfeed only.mslhnya...susu ibu xcukup.so selang seli stkt yg ada dgn air garam given by doc.pity Amrullah....

at 5am...las dia berak.but we waited for 2hours.after that we dcide to give him little amt of formula milk sb dia lapor giler.....

actually mmg betul susu frisolac tu xfit him.thats y ada rashes...sbnrnya sign that susu tu xsuitable.bile dh besar sket br stat cirit birit@sembelit as result of susu yg xsesuai.aku tot same cam kite,salah mkn terus smpai ke perut!

so..we giving him new milk.today he's fine....klu xkena submit ke ward.cuma dia xtido n asek nk riba jer!hehehee.....

byk lesson psl baby dpt from this experience...tp yg plg jammed,aku xcukup tidooo!!!!

road of life...(ntah mcmn dpt idea ni!)

td,tgh mikir nk blk kut mn...suddenly cross my mind,jln2 tu mcm our life.ada option.akan ada yg lama n yg baru!

skrg nk blk kg aku ada 2jln...jln baru n lama.dr kecik lalu jln yg sama...dh tahu selekoh katne,katne kena slow,katne leh laju...tepi jln tu umah sape...kedai mn!serasi sgt...even org kata,pejam mata pun kite tau kite katne.rs selamat je....

mcm hidup,jumpe someone/environment yg sama...xkekok lg dh.fhm dh perangai mcmn,seronok jer lalu.

tp mcm jln jgk,lama2...blubang2 kiri kanan.ada pokok tumbang,ada xcident,traffic jam.hati makin berat...ms tu we wish the road is as good as b4,ms it's still new.

mcm human jgk,bile bosan...buat mcm2 perangai mcm jln yg makin rosak tu.kdg2 human xsedar dia berubah...cuma sbelah pihak yg trasa.so they wish for something else.en jln dh bosan asyik keta sama yg lalu,keta plk xthn dh dgn jln yg byk mslh.so...time's up!there comes another option....nk xnk the car got to find another road.

so...suddenly ada option,jln baru.hr2 lalu jln tu.bestlaa sb jln baru...kn?biarlaa wpun xbiasa sgt tp best.clear je!we decide this is it....wpun br jer jumpe jln tu.we dcide no more old ones,nk lupakan yg lama.

suddenly after somewhile....kite tpaksa lalu jln lama tu.

suddenly br kite sedar...deep inside,we still miss the old one,xkiralaa how much it hurts us....n how nice the new one are,inside us...we could never forget n stop loving the one we truly love no matter how we try.

kite blh lie to ourselves...mcm fine jer n go on with new situation.tp bila keadaan bawak kite balik pd satu ms lampau kite,ms tu br kite sedar n fhm apa hati kite mau sbnrnya,br kite tahu perasaan sbnr kita.

ermmm....ntah pape aku ngarut ni.xtaulaa korg fhm ke dok.tp yg pasti,org blh ckp mcm2 psl perasaan diorg(kite jgk mcm tu)tp sbnrnya satu ms akn tiba yg akan buat diorg sedar apa diorg nk dlm hidup.cuma ms dh sedar tu,adakah msih sempat nk memilih yg kite nak tu@dh tlambat....???

*this notes is all about everyone...not just myself!tp xtaulaa korg fhm ke xmaksud aku ni...?*